Is Samadi state correct in the path of Spirituality…?

One of the devotees who is retired engineer asked some questions to Eswarapattar on spiritual development and wanted some clarifications. The following are the questions put by him.
 
Q.No. 1: After studying several books I started to meditate 15 years ago on the lines given in the books. But the methods prescribed in the books were not very clear and I did not have the opportunity to get trained under a guru.
 
Seven years ago I got practical training under one of the initiators working in the worldwide scheme of Maha Rishi Mahesh Yogi. I am now meditating as per the training given to me.
 
About 20 to 30 minutes after I start meditating I use to forget myself. I will not hear the striking of the wall clock near me. When I suddenly come back to my consciousness, I will feel that I have forgotten to breath and my breath is stopped.
 
I am thinking that it is the state of Samadi as given in books. Still my conscience is not satisfied with this. I request Guru Dev to let me know if I am proceeding in the right path.
 
If it is not the correct path I pray to Guru Dev to guide me in the right way.
 
Reply by Eswarapattar:
1.Your state is like a land that has been ploughed prepared and kept ready for sowing.
2.The way to sow and reap the harvest is to be known and followed.
3.All of us are the children of Sakthi and “all have the grace of Sakthi…”
4.The path each person takes depends upon his thoughts.
 
From the time we started as monads in this world our thoughts have been as per the breath each person has been taking.
 
Each life-atom or monad has a different behavior. Each category has a characteristic state of its own. Each life-atom has its life energy. No two life-atoms will be in the same state.
 
Each soul when it adopts various bodies, the life energy goes on with the soul in all the bodies, just like the sound waves which are created by the bodies also go with the soul.
 
The state of meditation that you have got now is
1.not attained by you only during these fifteen years.
2.Your present state is following you “from the time you started your life as a monad…”
 
Continue in the state that you have attained and after coming out of samadi state when you sit in meditation…
1.think that you are sitting on the globe of this world.
2.think that you are absorbing energy from the Sun
3.and feeding it to your life-atom meditating on Eswara (third eye – in between our eye-brows)
 
Then you can realize several truths; tell others orally and in the form of books about the truths that you have realized so that they may also be benefited by them.
 
This will yield the fruits of your taking this birth and you can lead the people of this world in the right path and remove the stain that is in them.
 
Q.No. 2: Is it advisable to read various books on philosophy written by different authors or not? What are the books that we should read and those we should not read?
 
Reply by Eswarapattar:
1.Why should you worry about reading books written by several authors…?
2.They give their views in the books.
3.The real state… “we can know during our meditation…”